Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Dreams and Heartbreak (Part 1)

I was just running around rushing as always. Just that things were different this time. I wasn't rushing around because of work. I was rushing around for happy things. It was like I was planning an event. People all around me having fun. But everytime someone looked at me, there was this smile on their face like they knew a secret I don't know. It was frustrating. Everyone kept doing that. But that didn't bother me. I still had happy thoughts in my mind.

Then when everything was done, I was able to take a moment to my self. Then he came up from behind and gave me a hug. Being held in his arms just makes me feel so safe and secure. As always, he'll kiss his favourite spot in satisfaction. "Mmmmm". He turned me around to give me a sweet kiss on the lips. All while holding me close to him. I could feel his heart beating against my chest.

Something is not right. His heart is beating too fast. That's something not normal.

Then it happen.

He pushed me back and knelt down on one knee.

He took my hand and said...

"Madeline, will you marry me?"

And then the crowd cheered.

So that's what everyone was thinking about. I was grinning from ear to ear, blushing. I was thrilled and happy and shocked and... and... SPEECHLESS!!!! I managed to nod my head and said yes.

And the crowd cheered even louder. He got up. Slipped the most gorgeous diamond ring around my finger. It fit perfectly. Wiped tears of joy from my cheeks and gave me the biggest kiss ever.

I knew that from the minute I nodded my head and said yes, my life was about to change. But I was prepared. I was prepared to be a wife. More importantly, I was prepared to be HIS wife.

I walked aroung the rest of the day with my left hand fisted. Afraid that the ring would slip out of my finger. More and more people congratulated me. It's official. I'm off the market!

But for now my floating glowing bubble has burst. I'm no longer smiling and grinning away. A certain message from a friend had made him upset. He's now pretty damn upset. This message somehow triggered a certain memory from the past. The past which hurt him real bad. All because of me.

Well... wanna know how it ended? Leave me a comment... I'll mail you the ending.